in a dark place

few days ago denotes 24 years i walk this spinning rock
thank you for all the wishes n the whole weekend long of cakes n celebrations n the bday tokens too
as always the wishes of long, happy life n murah rezeki is most appreciated and valued
but one wish not so welcomed is the one for me to find some guy n tie a knot ASAP or at least find a guy n be in a relationship ASAP
i know these ppl meant well but this is one of the thing u dun wanna push it with me
n coming from u who is glowing with happiness from getting hitched soon makes it feel like a slap in the face
as if i meant nothing if there is no guy attached
as if i am a failure
as if i'm inadequate
i'm glad it work out for u n i am really happy for u, i really do
but just because it work for u doesn't mean it'll work for me too n my life works just fine for me these days
i'm still optimistic n everything but right now, i have bigger things to do n i hate the notion dat my purpose to be on this rock is solely for reproduction n survival of homo sapiens
i'll get there, i hope but not now
so for now, just lay it off ok?

do take me away~

remember the scene from Grey's where Meredith n Christina n everybody else were dancing in the living room?
I found my own song to dance too...

forever 15

age is just a number

p/s: pics in Facebook

first and last

to the girl in the purple....

i am well aware dat this is wayyyyyy overdue but they do say better late than never eh?
so to this particular minah gedikssss



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
muah muah n huggy huggy
i can't wait to balik n molest u ok?

love, the lady in red

blueberry cheesecake

unfair isn't?
when u can't have ur fav just because it reminds u of sumthing u tried so hard to forget

one more down

HPOP Certifying Exam
OSCE
Global Health Project Proposal
Summer Electives Application
Course IV Renal/Endocrine Formative Exam

HPOP Poster Presentation
Associate Dean's Exam
MDCN440 Learning Contract
Course IV Renal/Endocrine Peripatetic Certifying Exam
Course IV Renal/Endocrine Certifying Exam

wouldn't it be nice?

boredamus maximatus

i've been sleeping a lot lately
nothing seems to excites me anymore
which is a waste looking at a VERY good weather these days
u can literally walk around outside in just ur birthday suit

i've been skipping class a lot too
and not using the time to study as i should
which is not good looking at not so good record of this course
and i need to pass or else, summer holiday cut short

starting to hate school and group discussions
seems like everybody else knows everything and i know nothing
dats why i've been skipping school
my bad since i didn't study, no one else to blame but me

mayb because there's one thing on my mind --> summer holiday
and the fact that exam is scheduled every 2 weeks without any holiday but weekends and to ad to it, various deadlines on projects and posters and next year program
i'm lacking motivation...needing the push STAT

wat to do~

feel like baking

but the oven is rosak

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i got the rm0 ticket!!!

this came thru my email inbox just now
am so excited!!!



thank God i didn't rush it to buy the ticket last month
not only i got the free ticket sans the tax n surcharge
i got my dad to pay for it as well
hehe thanks Abah!